Enamored♥

2010-07-20T06:05:00.001-07:00

JUST SOME RANDOM WEBCAM PICTURES. IGNORE THE ACT CUTE NESS. DON'T LIKE THEN DON'T SEE. K. BYE~ :>

2010-07-05T07:31:00.000-07:00

Today woke up @ 10, met joey first then met the others @ ws around 11.45?(: Went to eat @ kopitiam, after that mrt-ed to bugis. Me, joey, rei & py went shopping while the others go movieeeee, at first sandy tag us, but then she say got tuition so she went home first, i wasn't the one expecting for shopping trips , but then, i bought the most. LOL. And now i'm broke and even paying jiamin by installment (Y) Diu lian si le. But i'm damn happy laaaa! I kan zhong the top ! LIKE TOTALLY~ GORGEOUS!!~~~ AHHH! DAMN HAPPY. Now i'm desperate for a owl ring, and accessories, andand hello kitty stuff~ Andand a tube bodycon & calculator watch & some star stuff~~~ WOOOO~ . K ,, keep quarrel with that naughty bitch HAHAHAHAHHAA. CRYSTAL LIM LI XIAN~~~ Hate you laaaaaa . HAHAHHAH. I dw divorce :< Hehe.
Kkkk, byebye.

Je 'taime~

2010-06-27T03:52:00.000-07:00

Agree.

totally (Y)

i bet so, therefore i stop doubting you .

Totally (L)

I bet you didn't realise.

School's tomorrow. Cut hair just now. x.x I needa go buy my school shoe like NAOZSXCV.
I really wanna change myself .
I wanna be more quiet.
I wanna be more understanding.
I wanna stop being so jealous at times.
I wanna face the facts like totally.
I wanna make myself deserving the status of being yours
I wanna make myself smarter & more hardworking.
I wanna make myself believe in ME.
I wanna stop being so paranoid.
I wanna stop having low self-esteem.
I wanna start being selfish.
I wanna start being self-centered.
I wanna stop caring too much for others.
I wanna ,

tell the world , i'm yours...

How i wish, all this would happen (:

k, that's all. tata! ^^

i love you JNCH,

Support green ! :>

2010-06-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

Bimbo faces.

Joey & mong so cute

I look fat & weird & un-joanne :D

This look damn drama. Giggles

(Y)

Luvluvluv.

Yays

Fyi: I'm not shortest. YAYS

(Y)

STARS FTW.

NICENICENICE

Random :P

DAMN YOU KENNETH TAN RONG JUN , DAMN YOU DUMB SISTER, DAMN YOU NOOB SISTER, DAMN YOU EMO SISTER, DAMN YOU IDIOT SISTER. DAMN YOU!!! (U) :'(

Today dance was like damn fun , but damn stress also, i can't rmb the steps but i had fun (Y)

2010-06-24T12:19:00.000-07:00

I LOVE TODAY.
THANKS FOR TODAY.
funfunfunfunfunfun.
I've never been so happy for so long already. !

i love you justin ng chong huat :>

i'm sorry, but i seriously need someone to be there for me, aljy.

2010-06-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

The other pictures haven't received/save :<
Will upload soon.

I like the colors sia. :>
Credits : NPYNPYNPYNPYNPNYPNPYNPYNPY :>

JUSTIN NG CHONG HUAT is a noob.
-kicks to australia, put inside kangaroo's pouch- Yays.

KUM SEN is a act cute slut.
-Push down the building, stupid slut- Yays.

ZHANG XIAO QIANG is a crazy guy.
-punch you back, don't let you come back singapore- Yays.

TOH TECK LI is a dumb bitch.
-Ignores your post, don't want post something nice about you- Yays.

BUZZER is gaga's disco stick.
-stfu bitch, hate you bitch, gaga's bitch- Yays.

KENNETH TAN RONG JUN is my idiot sister.
-Shorty fatty idiot dumb sister, noob emo girly sister- Yays

Fyi , i'm not pissed. The names above are dumb people, who bullied me. Heheheh (L)(L)(L)

2010-06-21T08:58:00.001-07:00

My blog like half dead liao lo.
So shall post about Saturday and Sunday.

Saturday woke up late lo. Around 2+ i think? & Use computer. Went to eat lunch @ west plaza. Then called mum colleague if want to go East coast blade. Than met him around 4.50pm. Took mrt to tanah merah, than took 12. In the end, we took wrong bus. 12 don't go to ECP. ! Than alight , cabbed to ecp. Met my boss, changed into the company's top. Then walk around distribute the pamphlets, while mum, bro and jayson went cycling and blading. Worked till 10pm, than ate mac. Hahaha, all of us ordered mc spicy. -YUMS- Then cabbed home.

Sunday/yesterday.
Woke around 3+, then play maple. Then went to bathe, makeup, then took bus to ecp. Walaus i rush to meet SOMEONE until my shoe spoil sia -.- Nearly fall down also. Sian. But in the end, that someone going other place liao, so nvm lo. Don't want disturb, since he said before, if he with his friends, he won't give a damn to me. Fine lor. Than i went to toilet, the queue damn long. zz. Then walk walk around, stone. Than wait for boss. Than they drive us to big splash there. Get ready, then went to give out pamphlets, i finished around 9, leg damn freaking pain stand there for 1hr ++ than went to find boss, drank ribena then talktalk chat awhile wait for celest and michelle to come back. Then boss drove us home. Reached home around 11. Hahas. Thnks to someone for making me shed my tears the whole night.
THANKS AWESOME NICE GUY FOR CHEERING ME UP :>

MY NAME IS ALIEN JOANNE JUSTIN HANAKO VOZENKO :>

2010-06-18T09:05:00.000-07:00

Baby, i miss you.

2010-06-16T01:20:00.000-07:00

Cough is getting worser i swear. FML.

Maple hardcore sia, take so long to actually dl ? -.- WHY WHY WHY. :<
DU ZI TONG, DU ZI ER, XIN TONG, WU LIAO, YU MEN. :<
1 last part of it , and i can play maple, i guess? HOPE NO ERROR ! PLEASE. :<
Nothing much to talk about, just wished i can recover real soon.
Don's going on 13july ? Right ? GOOD LUCK. RAWRS!
k, byebye.

2010-06-15T10:30:00.000-07:00

"Life is too pack to be bothered by small matters , see the lights far away , they look like stars , but your satisfied by just seeing that light even though it's an imitation of a star , you just want that little light or star , to give you just that small hope again , to tell you that life is just as plain & special as the star ."

Today went to dumb's house.
Played audi awhile than watch tv .
Was super bored. But he's too obsessed with his audition.
tsktsk, than awhile later i jiu go le.
Bored dinner, not nice one..
And now downloading maple. Sian...
k , nothing much byebye.

2010-06-14T05:40:00.000-07:00

Today was quite boring uh ,
Yesterday slept around 2am-3am.
Waken up by mom @ 4am, i took around 5mins to open my eyes man,
was still half-awaken. (SHAG)
& mom started ranting over the missing undergarments. (wtf)
There's this freakin' sicko theif, kept stealing our ... you know. -.-
This is like the 4th or 5th times i'm encountering it -.-
Moreover , i just bought them, gahhhh.
He/She should just bang wall & die ^.^ You'll get your karma !!!
Okays, back to today's activities,
was playing with the iphone in the afternoon,
and went to andy's house around 3-4.
Use com, eat snacks, watch tv.
Than 5+ , i went to whitesand, bought dinner.
And now homed.
Yeayea, it's like damn boring...
I wanna play maple, but it just seems like i can't dl it.Grrrr.
yays, gonna buy this lace romper from this random blogshop,
it's like damn nice.
Hope it really is?:>
& also , hoping that i fit nicely in it ^.^
Needa get some lingerie shoppings ;x
Excuse me, for this awkward words , HAHAHAHA.

P.S/ I really wished i was like 165-170 TALL!!

Just stay strong ♥

2010-06-13T10:28:00.000-07:00

Good bye dumb baby,
Yea, i'm gonna stay strong!
Friends come and go, similar to all .
Now that you're gone, i'm alone.
But yet,
i think it's just part and parcel of life.
So yea, the best way to do , is to avoid you.
And delete everything about you yea?
Last long. :>

ZXQ! AKA PINKPANTHER!
Heh, my happy pills, thanks this few days for
keeping me happy.
Teehees, my good noob friend (Y)

♥ you ttm !

Twin!
Yays you're back.
Happy ttm ^.^
But you're black, i meant tanned O:
Don't so fierce already la dey.
xoxo ^^

ALJY, bu kui shi wo de baby,
Keeping me accompany whenever you could.
Hehs, my cure towards boredom.
And yet, never ever ever blamed me for anything.
Maybe you did?
HAHAHAHAAH! I don't know la.
But the fact is you teng me right ?:P
Thanks , xoxo ♥

"I don't wanna be a toy,"
"So what if hurts me, so what if i breakdown?"
"Now you're no longer mine, and i wished i was her."
"I'm officially missing you, it's official" ♥

GUYS ARE JERKS, I JUST DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU.

2010-06-10T20:24:00.000-07:00

JERKS JERKS & STILL JERKS.

男人没有一个是好东西

Today they said they love you, tomorrow they might just leave you.
Today they told you , they can't live without you, the next minute they're with another girl.
They said they are faithful, and their love won't change. And you see them saying the exact same thing to another girl.
They said you're their everything and they care about you, but you just don't see it. They'll just find excuses, to sooth you throughout the hatred.
They beg for one last chance, and that they'll never do it again, but in the end, they still does it.
They lied, when they're afraid, and to cover up their previous lie, and yet , they just try to use sweet lovely words to hide it through. And ask "Do you trust me?"
Guys are the most cruel and heartless animal on earth.
They said they care and will understand you, and when you told them your difficulties, they just don't believe you , saying its excuses . "I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU WILL UNDERSTAND?"
They said they'll be there for you , whenever you needed them, but they're just too busy, (saying the same thing to every other girl)
They said they don't judge looks, but if you put them with a ugly girl, they'll just resist.
THEY DON'T LOOK AS PERFECT JUST LIKE US, BUT YET THEY JUDGE US MORE THAN WE DO.

YOU CAN DON'T AGREE TO WHAT I SAID ABOVE, IT'S BECUZ YOU'RE STILL TRAP IN THEIR LOVE, IT'S LIKE A SPELL, AND YOU CAN'T RESIST THEIR TEMPTATION, AND YOU OBEY TO WHAT THEY SAID, JUST LIKE A DOG TOWARDS THE OWNER.

-'- MAN . HYPOCRITES.

The day i'll stop loving you is the day when i closed my eyes.

2010-06-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

VALERIE MONG SI MUN IS ON AN ADVENTURE TRIP TO TAIWAN, COME BACK IN ONE PIECE OKAY. PEACE ^.^
HUNGRY TTM , I NEED FOOD LIKE EVERY HOUR OF THE DAY! :>
BABY'S OUTSIDE, ABANDON ME HERE ALONE. SO LONELY.
DUMBDUMB IS ALSO OUTSIDE I BET, HOPES YOU PHAILZSXC! :>
I NEED SOME BABY PINK & YELLOW & MAYBE SOFT GREEN NAIL POLISH!
MONDAY, WHERE ARE YOU GOING? -CLUELESS-
SUDDENLY I RECALLED ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD, WHERE I KEPT SINGING A HOKKIEN SONG CALLED " JI TIAO QIU KINA" which just meant A HANDKERCHIEF. And i was really crazy about it, kept singing like one crazy girl.
YOU WISHED YOU WAS IN THE FUTURE, WHEN YOU MISS THE PAST, ITS STILL BEST TO BE IN THE PRESENT, AND GO THRU EVERYTHING IN A SUITABLE UNIQUE PACE.
ESMEE DENTERS IS A PRETTY SINGER WHO HAVE A GREAT VOICE.
OFF TO DINNER .TATA

2010-06-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

If this was what you wanted, i had no choice but to let go,
though i know i can't take the blow.
Even if people said love was selfish,
i couldn't care much anymore,
for what you wanted, isn't what i'm having.
And what i wanted, was a nuisance to you.
I'm just giving you back your happiness.
"Happy moments don't last long" take care....

You might not see me appearing in your life anymore. But since you wished for it,
i wish you won't regret it. Cuz, a man's harsh words, are still words that you couldn't take back,
and people say, whatever you uttered first are the most true words you wanted to speak, every actions of yours, despite was it laziness, busy, or forgetful, were just excuses , for my non-existance. You once told me, your love for me and the placement of me, in your heart, was to the max, but yet, you lied. I know it wasn't . For i can see, even if you couldn't find me today, tomorrow, a week, a month , a year, or even forever, wasn't something you bothered about. And you just wouldn't realise, how obsessed i was , with you.

& lastly, that 3 calls meant I LOVE YOU,
yes, i do.
I just miss your voice, and everything of yours.
xoxo.

When your heart shatters,

2010-06-03T21:26:00.000-07:00

(L)

No you don't do that.

Agrees ttm .

Sometimes what you wanted was just so simple,
yet no one bothers to give it to you.

Mega upload .

2010-05-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

2010-05-22T20:21:00.001-07:00

I trust this.

I believe this.

I agree to this.

I admit this.

THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FREE. THE THINGS YOU ACTUALLY WANT, HOWEVER, ARE FUCKING EXPENSIVE.

xoxo.

2010-05-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

It's so true, i love finding flickr and tumblr photos/quotes.
They totally spoke out what you wanna speak and how you felt.

I swear i don't wanna get hurt again.
Please don't leave anymore. You know i never once forgotten you all this while...

Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.

2010-05-21T08:41:00.001-07:00

ANDY LOW JIAN YAN.
where are you.
You said you'll be there 24hours 365days? :(

I wished i lived up above in space, where i could shout and no one hears .

2010-05-20T02:31:00.000-07:00

Geo lens spree #02 opened. Closing on 7th june.!
Support please :>

Those who ordered during preorder 1, lens arriving on 29th may.
:>

Today went out with fatty cj7, (sorry baby never pei you today, but please i need my freedom too!) . Bus-ed to ws. Bought sushi and bbtea. Then went to void deck chit chat.
Then walk home around 3+. Tomorrow i want go swimming but... SIAN!. LONG STORY^^

aku cinta kau, xoxo. Ajtte's

2010-05-17T23:05:00.001-07:00

it's hard, but i'm trying.
i love you, ajtte.
xoxo

2010-05-16T05:51:00.001-07:00

I HATE YOU AARON JONATHAN TAN TIONG ENG, becuz of some sluts, you come show me attitude. I hate you to the core. !

2010-05-14T07:17:00.000-07:00

I'm so damn exhausted :<
God damn seriously superb exhausted.
Gahhhh, Busy day. Imma sleepy! Imma gonna oreore soon:>

I'm just disliking people who kept doing things that i dislike.
And when i say STOP, means STOP.
IF you go against me,
don't blame me for doing anything nasty.
It's really annoying to have such situations happening again and again.
A 'sorry' of yours don't cure.
So need not say it to me.
Until you really realize your mistake .
You never ever think of the circumstances of your acts.
You just do things as you pleased.
And when i get real mad at you, you kept apologizing.
kkkk, nvm.
Don't think too much.
I luv you forever,
unless otherwise stated :>
tata, xoxo
AJTTE's

2010-05-13T06:58:00.000-07:00

AJTTE's

I'm sorry if i seem so heartless,
it's for our own sake, so do understand.

Wapiangzsxcv. Tuut daes mua stomach f-ing painzsxcv.
Keep want berak . Tak boleh tahan!
Tomorrow last paper already, lol.
Let me tell you guys a retarded joke of me.
Just now around 3+ i went to take a nap.
And then suddenly i jumped up from my sleep.
Saw nobody at home, and a towel hanging at the knob.
Usually my youngest bro would hang it there after his bath.
So, i thought it was in the morning already. I rush to the clock,
and saw the time was 8.
I quickly rush to find my mum.
But i couldn't find her, i was like traumatized, wondering why no one woke me up.
Thinking that it's already 14th may friday 8am in the morning.
And i had exams.
I started running around the house,
and finally i saw my cousins in the room.
They were using com, and watching teevee.
Then did i realised, i was such a joke.
It was 8pm in the night(13thmay!). Scare die me bodoh ! :<>
aku cinta kau.

Tata~

/.edited.
Maybe one day you'll realised that when i said i love you more,
i meant it with my heart and soul.
Cuz' my love is not direct,
but hidden beneath each scene.
Sometimes when i seemed like i don't care.
It's just a mask.
Inside me, i'm worried. Damn hell worried.
If i seemed like i'm happy, and everything's okay.
It just meant, some things are not right.
And i'm crying inside me.
I might look strong and heartless,
but i'm weak and my fond of you is making me out of hand.
i miss you so.
xoxo.

Ajtte's

2010-05-12T04:10:00.000-07:00

All the hearts are for you ! ;>
Pictures copyrighted , xoxo .
Certain times when i disappear, it's not that i'm
playing MIA.
I have my own reasons, and will tell you when times is right.
So don't worry too much .
aku cinta kau forever.
TATA~

2010-05-11T08:43:00.000-07:00

me (hearts) you tons.
I'm sorry for being so harsh on you today.
& please, don't disappoint me again alright?(L)

mugmugmug for exams.
mugmugmug for exams
mugmugmug for exam
!!!

Fate, destiny, face it .

xoxo,
AJTTE's

PS/ Geo lens spree #01 closing soon. http://your-desired.blogspot.com
Do support asap, thanks.
* For those not paid, please pay me before sat. if not i'll take it as you didn't order.
Thanks.

2010-05-10T21:50:00.000-07:00

isn't it beautiful to die like this? :>

Hahahahhas, Going bedok later. Hope can meet you by fate?O:
I luv you baby, miss you too ^.^
xoxo.
Today's paper was hmm.. not really hard. but i don't know how to do either
:P
What crap was i talking . :/
soooo, mum know about him too. Hahahas.
not sure what to talk about, will post it up more later?O:
Kkkkk, tata !

2010-05-10T05:47:00.000-07:00

"我爱你，
我很爱你，
我超级爱你，
我非常爱你，
我爱死你了！"

Quoted from my darling alien baby. :>

I promise i will mug hard for my studies,
i promise i'll take good care of myself.
Don't worry, we'll prove it to them !
3years.
We're gonna fight fight fight, fight for this luv . xoxo
luv die you.

Today was a fairytale .

2010-05-03T06:49:00.000-07:00

Today went to bi's house, bi's dad painting the door etc, then i kena twice. LOL.
So clumsy sia. Then use com , watch teevee. Keep bully bi, damn ho chio. Then the sister also bully him, everybody bully bi. HEHEHHE. blablabla. Then dl audi. Ate dinner. Then bi sent me to bustop. And now here. :D

Geo lens @ $13, please please support :>
Http://your-desired.blogspot.com

7days of luv . :>

2010-04-26T05:00:00.000-07:00

Today was another happy and sweet day,
It's the first time, i felt so luv-ed.
No guys, Seriously, NO guys had ever been so nice to me before.
Today after school , met baby at school bustop there,
He bought me bbtea and sushi, cuz he heard me saying i like ;>
Awww, so sweet. Luv die you bi.
But sorry for making you wait for me. heehee.
Walked to bustop then bus-ed to tm.
Then walk to a random void deck, and ate.
Saw a damn rat at the drain there, crawling up and down the car tyres.
Gosh, wanted to snap a picture using bi's phone , but it ran away.
Then nicholas called. Lol, random -.-
And we walk to another void deck, cuz bored.
Chit chat chit chat.
Than went to 201.
Blabla, then bi bought winter melon drink. Nice wor :>
Heh, then went to another void deck, chit chat.
Then baby's sent me to interchange.
Bus-ed home.
On the way fell asleep. Heh. Then now talking to baby ! .

Baby, you promise me 2 things o. ! And i believe you won't lie. Luv die you.
xoxo.
AJTTE's (L)

New life, new beginning yet no endings. AJTTE's

2010-04-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

"What they say doesn't matter, it's MY happiness"

Morning woke up @ 9.50am or so, then bathe prepare and off to tuition. Going end lesson that time, suddenly boyf text me say he outside the school waiting for me. I was like shocked ! :> Then 12 am, tuition end, find boyf then he bought me doughnut cause i haven't ate . So sweet lo! Heh, then chatchat awhile, bus-ed home, while boyf go ws wait for me and i went home to change. Met, then train-ed to cityhall. Gaigai, ate. Then H2H talk. Heh, after that we went bugis, then went back tampines. And chat. Baby is super cute i swear. Hahaha. Blabla, then he sent me to bus interchange and home-ed :> Really had a great day, he felt like the second andy. Knowing so little, yet loving so much. Hehehe, whatever it is. I do what i want, you people who wanna gossip go ahead. You're just jealous. I follow where my heart directs me to :>

& finally i found out , tyx was just a crush, we have too much differences, and he's too heartless. :>

AJTTE, aku cinta kau . Must keep your promise o. :>

2010-04-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

according to height ! :>

JCZX luv TYX forever :>

Today went to hilmi's house for his birthday party, ate , chat, blah. Then around 5+ 6+ go slack O; Then went home ler.
Seriously, this anonymous is so irritating, can you just get lost? -.- Think you're funny ?
Childish sia. -.-

2010-04-17T22:12:00.000-07:00

From today onwards, i Joanne choo zi xia. Never ever known this creature called shaun chan jun ying. I swear, and i promise to god. That i'm gonna forget him right from this moment.
Cause such WANG EN FU YI people, don't deserve my care, and i won't be so foolish to repeat my mistake again.
I hope i won't get to see him again, but i can't .
SO i'll just ignore. I don't know him.
PEOPLE, please don't ever talk about him infront of me.
Ever ever again. TYVM :>

2010-04-15T08:31:00.000-07:00

(899's) :>

AKU CINTA TAN YUAN XUAN FOREVER ! (L)

P.S/ Mind you shau chan jun ying, i don't flirt like you do, i'm tiong xim to tan yuan xuan. LOSER. Spoil my mood only. Hypocrite. (li qi's accent SIAO SI LE)

2010-04-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

UNGLAM POSES! :>

JOANNE , JOEY, VALERIE, JIAMIN
L-O-V-E!

me with mongie :>

Stupid pose XD

HAHAAHHAAHAHA!

LOOK AT HER BUTT :B

Me with JIAMIN!

Gagalicious 1

GAGALICIOUS 2

GAGA LICIOUS 3

GAGALICIOUS4
(L)

GAGALICIOUS 5

GAGALICIOUS 6

GAGALICIOUS 7

GAGALICIOUS 8

joey, jiamin, me!

mongie, joey, jiamin , me!
Mong say me and joey look alike HAHAHAHA!

STRAIGHT TEETHS WE HAVE ! :>

SOTONG MOUTH :>

WIDE SMILES!:>

GIGANTIC ! -STRETCH!!!-

Twinnehhh! with mong extra ;P
JOKING!

Lazy to upload all. Got alot uh ! :>

i don't like to share,
i don't like people to snatch my things.
i might seem like i don't care,
or i don't mind.
But beneath me,
this hatred's burning.
I might be good in tolerating for my friends.
But you know if i'm provoked.
How nasty i can be.
I wish that day won't come.
Cause i'm trying to change.
For the better,
if one day, you kept wondering,
why i tease you and bully you all the times,
it's just my way of expressing,
"i miss the time we used to do this boy, "
Maybe that's why we were born with different genders.
Because we're different.
Though individually we're unique,
but as a whole in our own gender,
we have similar thoughts and feelings.
And that's also the reason why,
all those misunderstanding, fights and quarrels happened
between the guys and the girls.
But i hope everyone understand this concept of mine.
Cause i just wish we could peace out !
Despite the differences between us! :>

2010-04-12T06:31:00.000-07:00

Kitty kitty luv (L)

I luv my long hair ^.^

Today is a warmwarm day. I'm so bored with today. Nothing much to talk about.
Just about rushing here and there like a gundu for nothing ! TMD! ;<
Kkkkk, i also don't know what to post about. I've just created twitter?
FOR FUN.
And chriscrocker is sooooooo funny ! + peter chao too ! :>
kkk,
TATA~

2010-04-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

"I was supposed to be happy and enjoying today, but two things made me drop from heaven ."

Everything went well, everything went great, till i saw what you said, and till i saw what you and her did. It struck me to hell. I'm just speechless of everything, i'm helpless of how pathetic i am now. Everything i had, was snatched, in such a short time. And all at once, c'mon god, tell me what's next? Are you gonna take away my all, what had i done to deserve all this. When will you stop torturing me , why can't my life be better, why must i live in misery, sometimes i wish could stop being paranoid of everything, but never will what i hope for , what i crave for, be granted. All were just false hopes and promises. I just can't take the way, how you've changed so fast. How fickle-minded you're . And how heartless you've been , if i know what i did. I wouldn't be stuck in this maze of misery. If i knew i was at wrong, i would have plead for a final chance to apologise, and never repeat it again, but now. It's all over. Just by your cruel words. Could hit me to tears, for long. Since the day i met you, till the day you end it. Never once did you stopped hurting me, even if you said you can't bear to see me like this. A mountain of lies, is what i have to accept. And yet, when i couldn't fully accept it fast enough, i get a double impact. Why must life be this way, when is my happy moments coming. Why does everyone had it, and not me. Am i the only one ? Why? What had i done wrong, one moment you said this , and the other time, you turn it the other way. It's really ridiculous, and unbelievable how people could use lies to cover up another, and another. Eventually, having it endless. They thought it was the best solution, but they never knew, it was actually the worst. I just can't believe my eyes, that my "friends" DO flirts with my guys friend. The way they does it, is totally unforgiving and unacceptable. I could have just hate them , but i chose not to, cause i care about them. And the way they return was to have some flirting session with MY friends. Can't they just stop it. It really disgust me how people are so thicked skinned. Are they simply jealous of what i have, but must they SNATCH in such a disgusting manner. I mean forget it, i'll just treat as you girls are just like some hookers out there at 93y14n9 . Grabbing whoever you can find, to make yourself popular, seeks attentions and lastly earn a "business". It's really pretty hilarious when you think of their acts. *teehees. K, talked to much already.
Tata~

2010-04-06T05:11:00.001-07:00

With jiahui! She's too tall ler D;

With nicolea edwards hehehee.

With esther :D

With li qi, TEETH SHOT.

With liqi . SMILES:D

With tricia :D

camwhore, cause i'm just too bored. -.-

Seee! I'm SO TALL! No la, tip-toe-ing :<

Bella laughed till walk away.

Unglam picture XD

After napfa camwhore!

PUFFY FACE :B

COCK FACE :D

SMILE~

YIPYIPYIP DONG YI:D

With valerie mong si mun :D

I'm so bored. If you take ppl's words too seriously, even if they're joking. It's just total petty-ness. O: More pictures not uploaded . Lazy to update blog.

w/luv, JCZX. (899's)

2010-04-02T18:27:00.000-07:00

Thursday.
Commendation day, then went to manpuku japanese gourmet town to eat. Ate creamy scallop spaghetti. Not bad la. Then ate soft ice cream. Go walkwalk after that, then camwhores. Then they go watch movie, while i go home and meet blog shop ppl. That's all.
MY LIFE IS SO BORING. Twenty one ~
~HisTruly, i'm officially level 21 already. WOOO~
~HersTruly tio banned . Teehees. Obigood. Who ask you have so many "bros".
Me going tuition soon. I want a hello kitty phone :< My phone wanna spoil ler. Huuhuu~ T.T
I'm just gonna save save save. And skip skip skip my meals.
I'm ON DIET. I'm Eating AIR. :D
kkkks. Sayonara. TATA~

2010-03-30T05:11:00.000-07:00

I LUV H2H TALK! (L)

It might seem like gossips from stranger's view, but you will slowly find out.
It's just a way to understand someone better. Able to list out what you're worrying about.
Cause you know , you care for the one you're talking about .
Friends fights and quarrel.
But their luv and care were till eternity.
Those sweats, those words, and those tears you shed.
Are just something to make you stronger, and understand one another better.
Each have their own personalities and characters.
So we must always learn to hear, and understand.
But certain things you know , after doing it,
it might spoil the friendship.
You will , and you must not do or say it.
I'm not hiding anything,
it's just a benefit for our friendship. So don't think too much.
:>

I can't be bothered by you anymore. You're just a liar, and you know i hate liars.

2010-03-29T06:50:00.000-07:00

I (hearts) my twin forever !
I WANNA GO OUT WITH MY TWIN, I WANNA RANT OUT MY FEELING
AND HATRED ETC TO HIM!
RAWRS!

I WANNA GO GAIGAI WITH CRYSTAL DARLING.
I HOPE SHE WILL BE CHEERFUL LIKE ALWAYS AGAIN!
RAWRS!

I WANNA MEET MY CUTE BLACKY DIDI!
I WANNA SEE HOW MALAY IS HE !
RAWRS!

I WANNA STAY HAPPY. I HATE BACKSTABBERS.
bitches!!
RAWRS!

I DONT WANNA MAKE PPL ANGRY. BUT SOMETIMES THEY WERE RIDICULOUS.
DOES IT MEAN CHIO PPL DONT GET TREATED LIKE THAT!
UNFAIR-NESS FILLS ME!
RAWRS!

Me hate you.
:< :<
Me had fun during bowling, but after that
ALL THINGS SUCKS.
Hmpmh.
EVEN SCHOOL HOURS. TTOTALLY HARD CORE THUMBS DOWN DAY!

me want brownie cake.
me want food.
me want go wooo~

bi de com spoil again.
NOOB! (Y)
haahhahas.

KISS . MY . ASS.
BABYBLAAHX FTW(Y)

2010-03-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's life.
Woke up , went tuition, came home to change, met alvin at whitesand , met mawsheng, maw liang, ming jian, peiyee after that. Bus-ed to e!hub. Subway-ed with py, while they go Mc Cafe. Bowled 2 rounds. Makan air for dinner. Home. :>

2010-03-23T05:06:00.001-07:00

MONGIE WITH HER RANDOM FACE! :D

MY MEGA PUPIL AFTER CONTACTS O:!

CRSTAL, MONGIE, AND JOANNE.
"MONG YOU HAND LA !:( HAHAHAHA."

SOME RANDOM PICTURE TAKEN AT REBECCA'S CHALET!
BY NPY. IF I'M NOT WRONG!.
"PY WITH HER FLASH LIGHTS D:! "

Kkkk, LET ME TYPE SOME WORDS TO DECORATE MY PLAIN BORING BLOG.
FIRSTLY, SHAUN TAN YI KANG MY DEAREST TWIN LOST HIS PHONE.
SOO PATHETIC . TSK ! D;
SECONDLY, MY LEG IS "DECORATED" WITH MORE THEN 4 BLUEBLACKS.
ARSEHOOOLES.
THIRDLY, YOU'RE SICKENING. DISLIKE YOU SO MUCH. EMPTY PROMISES DUDE. YOU MADE MY HEART GO "SHINGZXCV" IN OTHER WORDS, CONFUSED ON WHETHER SHOULD I CONTINUE TRUSTING YOUR WORDS LIKE A DUMB FXCK! . TALK TO YOU ALWAYS SHOW ME ATTITUDE. WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE. WANT ME SHUT UP SAY LA. CHICKEN MCNUGGIE. YOU SHOULD KNOW WHO YOU ARE. MOODSWING . PMS. ASSHOLE. =.=
FOURTHLY, I LEARNT MORE DEEPLY ABOUT LOVE. HOHO. I THINK WHAT THE PROFESSIONAL SAID IS SO TRUE! I'M AT THE SECOND STAGE NOW! :D
LASTLY, CAN ANYONE I KNOW/LOVE/ PLAY AUDITION SEA WITH ME NOW?:<

kkkkk.
SAYONARA!
PS:/ I MISS MY FAIR FACE AND MY GORGEOUS LEG! HAHAHAHA.
(NO COMMENTS NEEDED) *SMILES

2010-03-18T07:15:00.000-07:00

I think that this two pictures are so damn nice.
Personal fav (Y)
hehehe, today in audi met so many friends.
coolzsxcv.
Today is happeh happeh day. (L)

i've got a very cute didi oh! ~ :D

kkkk.
Hope bi cheer up alil more, sayonara :D

2010-03-18T00:53:00.000-07:00

Updated ~!
lalalalala ;duh. Let's play AUDITIONSEA.

2010-03-15T04:27:00.000-07:00

10000000000000 years past by till this day,
where my blog will be revived once more -winks-

aiya, i'm lazy to type so shall just post any random pictures i could find k? :>

K, other pictures will be updated next time. Bye ;D

2010-03-12T23:45:00.001-08:00

2010-03-04T06:31:00.000-08:00

K k k shaun, i updated k? -.-

By the way just laughed like mad.
Guys guys guys. Do you know what i saw?! XD
That M dude, was so desperate that he seriously find this don't know what darling laopo shit. LMFAO.
Isn't it the girl who folded the skirt like one *^@#$^$ and look damn HELLO! ;D
K, ppl interested. I'll show you her facebook next time k?. -winks-
I SUMPA NO MATTER IF YOU'RE SAD OR WHAT, YOU'LL JUST LAUGH YOUR ASS OFF FOR HOW DESPERATE HE CAN BE!
(insert wide smile)

Oh my tianzsxc, can't stop laughing over it.
HOW CAN SOMEONE BE SO LOSER! OMG!
Such a disgrace to have known such desperate dude. and even got so close last time.
Ewwwwwww -disgusted-
(if you see this? than good. Hope you can have a better taste, something nice like chocolate ;D )

K, today bought so many hongki's picture.
Awww that cute hot dude ! D;!
-SCREAMS!-
And ppl ! MY TWIN'S OH SO HOT.
Woooooo~
Suddenly i'm so hyper.
And i swear joey's actions are really retarded yet cute and funny.
TOTALLY HILARIOUS!
awww, luvluv ;D

Camp next week. MISS ME PPL.
JUST JOKING.
SUDDENLY I'VE LOST INTEREST IN LUV YESTERDAY.
O:
Amazingly, i didn't know what happen.
But i just.
Had no feelings for any guys.
WOW.
Maybe hongki really captured my heart?
Or maybe i become lei - si - bian ?
Or maybe .
LUV ISN'T FUN ANYMORE?(:
So tired over it.
k, i sound so playgirl -.-
But.
Nevermind. Maybe i would be interested again, when a sweet, caring, funny, alil wealthy, romantic, cute, lovely, naughty guy came around.
AND YOU KNOW YOU KNOW,
NO SUCH GUY EXIST ON EARTH D:
But...
Miracles do happen.
So i'm looking forward.
6more years baby.
All i have to do, is search and search.
And not to fall in luv until it's really the right one.

xoxo,

2010-02-19T04:40:00.000-08:00

Firstly, THANKS NPY FOR THE COOKIES.
Secondly, THANKS JYDY FOR THE PRESENT! xoxo
Thirdly, I'M GONNA GET A BIG HARDBOILED EGG FOR MY AMATHS!
k, let me rant out my feelings.

I hate hypocrites. O:
I hate sensitive people who put blames and backstab me for the things i didn't do.
I hate ppl who malign me on which they didn't get the whole full story -'-
I hate ppl who is cocky and bullcrap about how fantastic they are.
I hate anti-social dudes.
I hate you, you and you. -.- (3diff person)
I hate maths till the fucking core.
I hate ppl who get so fucked up and can't take jokes :<
I hate her for being so bitchy, and inconsiderate and act one 'chio bu' (cb).
I hate ppl who think highly of themselves.
I hate rich ppl who don't give a fuck to others thinking money can do everything -'- LASTLY, I HATE YOU FOR B____ your p_____.
ALL THE TIME -'- -'- -'-

P.S / Get well soon yx & choi ;D

2010-02-16T06:07:00.000-08:00

My blog had been dead for quite some time uh. *laughs.
Didn't really get a chance to like update my bloody dead blog.
Doubt there's visitors/readers though. So don't really bother to update. HAHAHA.
My house have been filled with noise pollution by the mahjong since new year eve. -.-
I don't get it why their so addicted to it. O:
Gamble gamble and gamble. I don't like gamblers ;D
Yesterday was a boring day. Slept all the way till 3-4 + than ate .
Learn mahjong than went to eat dinner at giant.
Movie at e!hub with bro after that.
Watched percy jackson and the lightning thief. NICE MOVIE.
(Y)
Today went to amk hub and movie with yx and gladwin kor.
Watch lil big soldier. Quite hilarious at some parts and boring too. -.-
I was sleeping at certain boring parts.
After that cab-ed to whitesand.
Ate sakae sushi than mum called.
Rushed home, than pass jess her skirt.
And now i'm here:D
K. NOTHING MUCH ALR. BYE

2010-02-11T04:35:00.000-08:00

Today sucked. But rock too.
Undefinable day.
i spent 113.90 at the face shop on make up. -.-
wtf.
Seriously, i can't believe did sucha stupid act.
HAHAHHA
after that bought heels. help ____ and _____.
than cab-ed home.
The whole time when i reached home was thinking of what to write .
LOL
pretty retarded though.
but i think the face shop de quality. IS GOOD.
i like their mascara, and lip gloss, and powder and etc.
(Y)
k, byes :D

2010-02-06T18:33:00.000-08:00

f* my bro lar. -'-

2010-02-03T07:22:00.000-08:00

You're like the best-est ____.
w/o your character.
You gave me ______ of you.
But i return _______.
I know nothing gonna mend the ______.
And i'm not gonna ______.
So _____ me if you want.
6years time.

i've lost interest. i don't know what should i do about it. I need to , no . I must improve. !
It's all about maths :(

2010-02-02T04:46:00.000-08:00

all of us were surprised upon seeing our retarded hyper photos posted up here.
wtfzsxcv.
I don't know what to post :/
HOPE I GET WELL SOON! YAYSxczv. :D

2010-01-30T05:49:00.000-08:00

No time to update all pictures.

Camwhor-ed with crystal chio bu yesterday. People interested in her text me yea?
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA!
K. At least i've updated.
K bye. Fuck off loser spammers :D

2010-01-24T07:10:00.000-08:00

PHONE'S CONFISCATED. DON'T TEXT ME PEOPLE! .

toothfairy is hilarious (Y)

2010-01-22T20:48:00.000-08:00

Nothing to post about . So post will be short. Currently at work now.

Using company's imac. LOL. Damn cool. I like ^.^

I wanna watch tooth fairy. Anybody ?:D

I really had nothing to post about sia. So will just end off like that.

LOL, at least it's updated lar. -.-

K, byes.

2010-01-17T01:35:00.000-08:00

You didn't got this clear, i hate hongsters. c:

Class motto:

Great things have yet to come, Never give up. (L)

At this point of time, i realised. I've missed you too.
But you gave me up, the fire is out. The love is gone.
we can never get back what we wanted.
And our future is just filled with regrets.
Move on...

Whenever you wanted something the most, you knew, it's time to give up.
Because, you just couldn't reach out and get it.

When love's filled with hatred and tears.
You know, it's over.
Everything is just meaningless.

You questioned,
why did things turned out this way?
The only answer was,
you chose your way.

In the lonely night,
you thought.
'If only things weresn't this way.'
But everything's just too late.
You weresn't patient enough.

Jealousy happens when you loved someone.
But you didn't realise.
Jealousy only make it worst.
In a blink of eyes, It's all over.

Now everything's gone.
Let bygones be bygones.
Face your future with a smile.
And you know you wouldn't want the mistakes to be done again. ^.^

P.S / It's just the game of fate.
Baby, it's for you. ^.^

2010-01-14T03:41:00.000-08:00

I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. i hate you. i hate you.
I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
I HATE YOU. I hate you. I HATE YOU. I hate you.
GET THIS CLEAR. CAUSE I MEANT IT.
I HATE YOU.

2010-01-13T03:23:00.000-08:00

Q1: Why is election important?
Ans: It's very important . Because during sex, it's important for a male to eject.

Q2: What's a turbine?
Ans: It's a hat that's worn by arabs or shrieks.

Q3: What is the best way to conserve milk.
Ans: Keep it in the cow.

Aiya, other's i don't rmb. But miss tok show us the questions answered by the students, damn cute sia. :D

New shoes, new watch . Yay.
Love it.
I miss working. :(

2010-01-11T05:53:00.000-08:00

Today is a hot and tiring day :<

Had P.E for first lesson took height and weight. I didn't grow taller :< Still 157, awws.
But phew, my weight stayed the same, 38kg. Super delighted over it :B
After taking those, had to run 4 rounds from the basketball to the gate and back. So tiring.
My stamina aint' that good already.
But at least i persist till the end :D
After that had E maths. Pretty okays. Skipped till last period. Which is DnT.
I was like , tortured by the class guys sia. Zzz.
But ok-kay la. I'm not that petty afterall. So not so easily offended.
Afterall it's just for gags. Teehees.
After school, went to find matt.
Met his school mate. Fathurs. LOL. Went his house bla, than went to eat prata.
Expensive sia.
x.x
After that bus-ed to basketball court. Met yongxiang, james, timothy, ivan and matt's bro.
Than they played basketball while i do my homework. (sucha good girl right?)
Teehees.
But after all those fun. I've got bullied by james, fathurs and especially YONGXIANG.
TSK! Hahahhas. But nevermind. I'm nice. I won't so easy pissed off :B
Ok-kayszscxv that's all . Byes.

P.S: I hate people who ask things w/o using their brain. And trying to be sacarstic .
HAHA! Joker/losers -'-
It's not as though you just knew me la puh-lease. My pitch has always been like this. I hate
those sacarstic tones you're trying to show. (:

2010-01-10T04:55:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not posting for the past 3 days.

Yesterday had performance for open house.
We made alot of mistakes. But nevermind. Hahahas.
Some sec1s sorta de-motivate us lor. :X
After the performance went to help out at the booth.
Did cheerings and dragged some sec1s to join dance.
We went around promoting how good was our cca.
And how sucky the others was. HAHAHHA
;X
After dance went to eat at ri ben chun with valerie, rei, peiyee, joey, christel.
And than went to park to cycle. From park to tampines area. and than went back.
Cause the rental is only 1hour.
I think double is damn hard to ride lar. And the main controller (front) is damn tiring.
Hahahahas.
After the ride went to ernest house while the others went py's.
LOL. My phone no money yesterday sia, so had to top up with my own money.
-.-
I weight myself at ernest house.
And it's 38!
Omg, damn happy canzsxcv. At first i was like damn paranoid. And asking him to go away.
Cause i scared i over 40.
HAHAHA
blabla, than went home. Jerome say he saw me. But i didn't. -.-
Andand. Lastly , i'm so in loved with one hello kitty watch.
I know it's childish. But the watch damn cute. :D

2010-01-07T04:11:00.000-08:00

IMMA GEEK.
;D

Today went to school alone. Than vanessa pei me go up, than she went back. Got caught for socks again, but nobody caught my contacts ley?O: Good thing though. Hahahas, blablabla. Was really paying attention to all lessons. I'mma good girl (: Today we learnt matrix for A-maths. Pretty easy. I think i can cope. Went home and revise 2 pages of it. Questions from both A and E maths. Hardworking aye?:D After school took cab with sandy, maple, crystal and valerie to ws. Ate kfc. Than i shop awhile with them than i went to find matt. Alighted the wrong stop , so walked like damn long, do hw at his house. Revised alil than went home. After that revise again. Ate. Finally i'm here using com to update this lame blog once more. K, nothing much. Bye ;D

2010-01-05T05:17:00.000-08:00

Firstly, i would like to apologise to all my BOY-friends. Esp my real boyf.
Cause my SHINGZSXCV mum, told some nonsense to dad, which is some make-up stories by some
kpo aunties. So now my freedom with guys are all gone, even if they are just normal ordinary friends.
Secondly, i hate her like to the CORE so so MUCH!.
SHINGZSXCV!

Lastly, my happy day is ruin by her. Fucking biatch.
My freedom only starts at 21. Wow. 6more years. Let's countdown ppl . :D

I don't feel sad,
But happy.
Cause it's just 6 years. And time passes quickly.
& i know. Guys in sec schools are not able to be trusted.
I'm so glad.
At least it's only 6 years.
Cheeeeeerrrs~
I'm not giving up, i'm not emo-ing. I'm optimistic.
I don't give up when facing challenges.
Imma fight through sec3.
Imma score great results for my EOY & next year's Os.
Watch out biatch . Cause here i come. :D

It's a brand new beginning (:

2010-01-04T04:09:00.000-08:00

Hi, today is the first day of school, woke up late, and met ernest late. LOL. SORRY! All my bro's fault, ask him help me set alarm in the end, he didn't. So wash up, and went to find him. Hahahas, it was raining sia. So quickly walk to bus stop. :B After that he alight at interchange while i go school. Met vanessa than she bring me to my class, blablabla. Than i sit beside joey . Hahahas. Got check alot things sia, than i kena skirt . Tsk. Irritating sia. I think tomorrow need change seating plans, Hope i won't get to seat with some biatch or weirdo but my good friends :D Teehees, after school went to find matt , changed than went to hougang mall bought zinger, so nice. Hahahhas. Than met mingquan and went to matt house. Play/bully him. Than around 5+ / 6 than i go home ler. Today is rather fun, but i'm like super tired. K, at least i've updated . Bye. (:

2010-01-02T08:29:00.000-08:00

HI, i'm updating my blog.
...

L O A D I N G I N P R O G R E S S ..

Blog updated (:

Today went to outram park than come back than went to park with ernest, go play bball.Damn tiring la, i no strength. Than go walkwalk. H2H talks. Ya, nothing much. Than went home.Today is a boring day, so yea, bye. :D

Crying behind the smile.

2009-12-31T08:38:00.000-08:00

I keep waiting for you to be online, but you didn't.
baby, i miss you O:

2weeks 4days together,
10days without you by my side.
13 more days (L)

Love is something sweet yet sour. O:

2009-12-30T05:56:00.000-08:00

Woke up , went to bed again, today like keep stuck in the bed. So sick and tired that i couldn't do any others stuff. :/ Hate being sick man. And i hate my current voice. So man! . Hahahas, received my another mgl shorts, but wtfzsxcv. It's the second time that i'm getting mgl shorts that is tagged M. Fuck shit lar. I'm not that fat canzsxcv. I wear size S. Nf 26-28. SUCKERZSXCV. Rawr. It's like bigger than my hips for around 2 inches lor. -.- Siaozsxcv. Sian. Matt baby , and boyf both phone no money. Now i'm like damn bored :< Kay, i've really got alot of kisses from the mosquito. x.x Bye.

P.S: Hooddddiiieeeee, i want one :<

2009-12-29T06:48:00.000-08:00

The girl who have a damn unique voice :D
(not trying to upskirt, is zoom in okays ! )

The damn kp girl LOL.

Candid shot. HAHAHAHAH!
Like nai ba sia ;X

Matt & james carringing mingquan. LOL

Hihihi, today went out with matthew , mingquan and james once again! :D But i brought my younger bro along too (: We took bus 358 than 2stops later alighted, and than me and my bro took 403 till the opposite side , while the others ran there. LOL. After that we walk to pasir ris park. Rent 4 bikes, matt jog(: 2hours for 5bux, okays lar. Quite reasonable. (: Playplayplay than around 5+ we went to return bike, than we went to playground, they played this shaky spider web thingy. Lol. and started shaking it really hard. Many childrens there were complaining , but this small girl was damn kaopei sia, so they started quarrelling there. The two main characters were the small girl and mingquan. LOL. After that we went bball court than we walk to food court, but the foodcourt closed. So we walk to DTE. Wapiang , we walk for like 1 hour plus -.- Nice one siaaaa. Damn tired. Than the 3 of them keep kei siao, say want walk the mangrove swap there de road. LOL. So scary sia. So dark, i don't dare to even look. Blabla , than we go DTE the foodcourt eat chicken rice. Didn't managed to finish, than i went to buy a ben10 slipper for my cousin(kenan). Lol. Walk here walk there, than went to take bus home ler. (:
Reached home like 9 +. Soooooo damn tired now.

P.S : MQ, the secret next time than tell you :P
P.SS: Really had a fun day today. Teehheees (L).

Byebyebyebyebye!:>

I saw cupid (:

2009-12-28T18:07:00.000-08:00

I'm out of voice,
i mean, got voice lar :D But my voice so sexy and man now !
I break voice (:
No lar, just kidding, having serious bad sorethroat now. So don't bother calling me.
I have no idea how i'm gonna answer it. Peepe learn sign language and communicate
with AKU (:

Yesterday went to shop there, but no work for me.
So went to find james first, his friend uh, so kp wor. I reach bugis liao, than he say he need meet father, than ask me go back lavender, after when i reach, say no need meet liao, ask me go back bugis. -.- What the heckzsxcv. After that we went beach road. Walk up and down left and right, but they still can't find their npcc badge. Lol. So in the end to apologise to me , james treat me sugar cane drink (: The friend uh, cyrus or smth. Damn disiao sia, cause previously me and james keep shoot him ,than he in the end he come di siao me ler. Lol, than we went to meet mingquan and matt , walk to hougang mall cause marcus take matt wallet and hp so he no ezlink. After that walk back to the basketball court, on the way saw so many dogs sia. Kena chuatio till i nearly cry. :/ Hahas, than we walk to fairprice, than i bought strepsils. Than we walk to the court. Marcus return matt the wallet than they go play bball while matt pei me go void deck eat my chicken rice. Hahas, than we had H2H talk . Than finish my chicken rice ler, than they play bball match, than awhile later got this china man and 2 guys joined. Than suddenly nature's calling so matt bring me to cc. Hahahas, than on the way back he tell me the mushroom joke. Damn dirty but quite hilarious lar. Lols. Than they playplayplay than i go home ler. Mingquan, matt and james stalked me once more. But i caught till lar. Hahahs. Than suddenly dad came down . LOL. Than i immediately ran home. :X Kay nothing much le. Byebye (:

Scared i will get fever :(

2009-12-27T06:42:00.000-08:00

th toy that they spent 25bux for. O:

(/edited)

Sleepless night, out of breath. x.x

2009-12-27T05:07:00.000-08:00

I must post today, cause, i had a very great day today w/o just now (:
Today wake up and msn with matt, than went to kovan pass ahkim some stuff, than went to meet matt, people who came along is james, jonathan, mingquan, and marcus. Lol. I keep disiao them, but , ya. LOL. :x Went to east coast. And they go play with water etc, hahahas. While matt pei me stand there. I swear it's the first time i went east coast :x After awhile, it started to rain, so went to shelter, and than went to play this catch toy thingy. Forget what's it's called though. Saw this cute lil bearbear wanted to catch , but hard uh, after that really got angry with ... and then ran home. But was lost half way, so went to buy bread and fruits, than calmed down. Told them where am i , and wow. They gave me a surprise wor. They catch till the bearbear. Hahhahas. So nice of them, spent 25bux. WOW. o;

THANKYOU MINGQUAN, MATTHEW, JAMES, & MARCUS! :D

hahahas, so sweet sia, omg. Hahahs. Really had a great day with them, hope things will be alright, and we get to meetup soon again ;D YOU GUYS ROCKS (:

P.S : Sorry if i made you sad. Hope we'll be back how we used to be (L)
P.SS: SEZAIRI ROCKS (: Weeeeet ~ (L)(L)(L)
P.SSS: Do you still remember the promise you made. I hope you still care about me...

2009-12-25T03:55:00.000-08:00

Swollen eyes. Shattered heart.

Today had work from 1 - 5, than went to find matt, he damn damn like andy (L) . Hahas. Than stalked him home, and he sent me to bustop, than i went home ler. Today is a boring and bad yet good day. Boring during work, and bad when inside the mrt. Was like squeezed in between all the banglahs, x.x so smelly. and omg. Hahhas, good cause, got matt baby pei me ;D

W/o you is okays de.

To love someone, you have to learn to set them free.

2009-12-24T07:41:00.000-08:00

I've tried, i've put in effort. Maybe it's just not enough... i'm tired...

2009-12-23T07:57:00.000-08:00

I hate you for leaving me alone.

Today woke up around 10+ than washed up , changed and bused to amk, bought skirt than mrt-ed to somerset. Worked till around 4+ than walk till fareast, was on phone with matt too. (: Fareast got nothing that i like lar -.- so train-ed to bugis, woah, i shopped like mad. Bought a vintage bag, (25) 1 dress (10), 2 belts (10) than walked to zinc, bought this bagpack (50+ i forget exactly how much. I just nets and go.) Was really damn sad lar, nobody pei me shopping :( So went to city hall, bought 2 tank dress, 2 slippers, 1 short from cotton on, than 1 tote bag from topshop, 1 man tee from topman, 2 pairs of somesort of sandals? from rubi shoes, than buy food, buy here buy there. walaus, than i spent 200+ in total -.- wtf. Overspent like siao. And i just reached home, was really damn emo canzsxcv. But i like no strength walk ler :( All the things so heavy. -.- zzz. Tmr got work. Yawns. Kays nothing much. at least i've updated. bye.

P.S: I HATE BEING ALONE! Baby, pei me go shopping :D

I know you love me so ,

2009-12-21T07:52:00.000-08:00

Owl-ly eyes, 7cm heels, skinny denim jeans.
you made me go crazehhhhh.

w/ you by my side, problems and troubles all vanished.
paint splatters my current fav. (L)

2009-12-19T03:48:00.000-08:00

I THINK SUPER JUNIOR DE DONGHAE & HENRY IS DAMN HOT/CUTE! :D
gosh gosh, luvzsxcv !

I don't have henry photos, but you can see him in yu le bai fen bai his solo of the violin.
Fucking hot i tell you. SHUAI DAI LER!

Today woke up around 10+ by mum, have to go to eunos , take what goodie bags or smth.
The people there are damn hilarious i must say. And there's also quite a few weirdos :/
A handful of ah lian/ah beng wanna-be . I really buay tahan sia. LMAO.
After that around 1+, mum had to rush back home to change and go work.
But it's raining cats and dogs outside.
Tried waiting for the rain to stop quickly but to no avail, so we had to run in the rain till the mrt
station.
I was like totally drenched with my brother and my mum.
It's as though we just came out from the bathroom. *giggles.
Saw this shop selling spags, so quickly bought one, and changed.
To prevent me from getting cold. My hair were totally soaked. Gosh, and i didn't brought my
comb along with me today.
Quite an awful disater i must say :/
Trained back , topped my ez-link, and took bus back home. Was really lazy to bathe lar.
So just wash my hair. *laughs. (you know, i'm a lazy piggy)
After that chat with shaun, and a few others.
Blablabla. than sleep awhile than go see what cousin bought from thailand.
OMG, alot cheap stuff sia. But like damn fucking nice. I wanna go there too :(
Just went to west plaza with bro, cousin and ahma.
Bought dinner and bbtea. There's this guy damn hilarious sia. I wonder was he having STM.
He kept asking me : " Xiao mei, yao chi fan ma ?"
Than i keep rejecting, and he continued looking and smiling and asking for about 3-4times.
(you must be thinking what's wrong with him right?:/)
after that walk back home that time, saw rong wei. Lol. He look so matured than i thought it was
some random uncles. *giggles.
Kays lar. Nothing much already. Sayonara (:

Just some random pictures of me . HAHAHA! It's not red, shaun. :D

2009-12-17T06:32:00.000-08:00

Maybe i broke you(s) heart. But sorry to say, he was the one giving me unconditioned love, he was there when i needed someone so badly. S was overseas for 1week and M was overseas for 2 weeks. Well i guess, i'm not really at fault though. During the week that you(s) were gone, all i left was nothing you knowzsxcv. That's pretty pathetic. I mean SUPER. He was like so damn sincere you know, and i just dk what to do. Though he was a complete stranger asking for number, and i stupidly gave . :/ He still came down to my work place every single day you knowzsxcv. It's not as if he live damn near there uh. But he just really came down just to accompany me through my boring work time. :/ Tsk. Nevermind, don't know how explain also. :/ Overall, I've made my decisions. And i can't possibly dump him just because of you(s) . So yea. W/e it is, i've to pay for the price of my decision. Despite was it filled with regrets or satisfaction. ( Just another random rant )

P.S : I really wish to stop school. I don't wanna face you anymore. Reasons were just plainly i wanna avoid.

Money's not enough ! :/

2009-12-16T07:40:00.000-08:00

I think i'm seriously becoming a pig. And a fat one . HAHAHA!

Today woke up around 9, than bathe, text-ed lazy pig to wake up. Around 12, went to whitesand, mrt-ed to city hall. Found linda's friend. Took money, than train-ed to somerset. Thought i was late already, was supposed to meet piggy @ 12.50 , but by the time i've reached it's like 1.10 or so? Hahahas, so quickly rushed to oc. But piggy more late ! Wapiangzsxcv. I was like standing there for 5-10 mins. Before seeing him walking slowly like a snail . LOLZSXCV! After that quickly go find gwen. But he say wait for gwen outside, so i went to the RESTROOM first. Lmao. Blablabla, than go 313 , food republic, than gwen went back first, while we go makan ljs. At first i ate faster than him, in the end, he finish-ed and i'm still eating my fries. Hahahas. After that we went shopping. But, couldn't really find anything that caught my eyes though. Everything seems so BORING w/o stars. :/ Saw this elmo set (accessories), wanted to buy for someone but after thinking twice, i didn't. So we went up and down 313, and finally i bought something. Light blue color-ed nail polish . lol. Went to like 5shops finally found one which sell light blue, though it isn't what i really wanted but nevermind(: Walkwalkwalk, than around 5, i went home. Piggy sent me to raffles place and he left (: Hahas, he uh. Tsktsk. Need give him some tuition :D

P.S: I promise to go out with you again soon kayzsxcv. HAHAHAH! In the mean time, you go work first lor, don't always ton and slack kays. And i promise to take photo with you next time also :X See my mood first. Teehees. Luvzsxcv .

2009-12-14T19:13:00.000-08:00

Yay, finally i've finished working, but maybe i'm working again next week. Thanks to jennifer. Teehees, I've made friends there, good friends. & they rock manzsxcv, cause you know, working is boring, so you must have friends to entertain you right! They are namely jennifer, fennies, sarah, alex, marcus, and sometimes the auntie too. I don't know her name though. Hahas. I think she's pretty nice, though fennies say she's naggy and etc. (: Maybe cause i never work with her, so i don't know the real her. Hahahas. Jennifer daughter cute leysxcz, but very skinny. Hahahas. Alex and marcus very funny but marcus also very noisy. LOL. Wish i can get my pay real soon, so i can go shopping. Boss say 28th, but hais, it's so long . :( Yesterday, after work, went to ljs, than alex eat finish ler, we go kfc, hahahas. Me and jennifer, so called nagged at him . Hahahas. He uh.. tsktsktsk. LOL. Than after that jen go find taxi , cause she want chiong marh. Hahahas. Than i wanted to go oc walkwalk, but 10+ ler, most shops close liao, so i kept walking straight. Saw jess, than ask her how to go douby ghout. Than walkwalk with alex, hahas. Damn funny, i bully him , make him walk. HAHAHAHHA! Cause he's a freakin' lazy pig. Tsk. After that , take mrt and homed. (:

P.S: I've got surprise for people. :D But , i don't want tell yet. HAHAHHAA!

2009-12-13T08:00:00.000-08:00

i want a louis vuitton wallet. (:

Fucking chio, yes i know. C'mon salary . $.$

2009-12-09T17:46:00.000-08:00

I think my boss is a fucking bitch sia.
So irritated lol. Nag here, nag there, naggings everywhere.
LOL.
& orchard central fucking boringgggg.
And very little people. hehehe.
But, found some friends there. So not that bad ya.
I really pei fu alex and marcus bodoh. . Everyday come till here . FOR FUN .
-.-
Than jennifer always shoot marcus. Hahahahas.
The way marcus laugh uh, i tell you. BTH UH!
You sure follow him laugh de.
And there's only ONE word to describe alex.
PIG AH!
Lmao.
Yesterday eat kfc with jennifer.
Wapiang, eat more, the more cold i get.
Sianzsxcv.
Than we chatchatchat , than she say she saw alex.
I was like . WTF. O:
Than when i resting that time, suddenly he appear and boo me.
-.-
BADDIEEEEE!
He machiam ghost ley, everytime get to scare till me.
But i never succed in scaring him.
Blabla. Than marcus come back from his haircut.
LMAO.
than they chat, play poker.
blablabla.
Than he go find one girl @ lvl 6.
than i keep ask alex go find gwen instead^^
Fuck sia, marcus damn disiao.
LOL.
blablabla
Than they go smoke, than around 10 +
I went home first.
I take the wrong train sia, cause i sleepy.
Than go back same place.
Zzzzz.
Hope they won't come today and disturb me.
AH-LEY-LU-YA!
GOD BLESS AKU!
:X

P.S: It's thursday! Oh yea baby, 3 more days to go. Weeeee~

2009-12-07T07:23:00.000-08:00

I MET NEW FRIEND. not elaborating.
ALEX & MARCUS . LOL

2009-12-06T08:45:00.000-08:00

To SCJY.
I dislike her, seriously dislike her. What da fuckzsxcv, infact i just hate her. BITCH.
i don't like seeing you talking to her.
Not gonna mention who the fucking cheebong is she.
Just look @ your tagboard and you'll know.
I hate her. & i don't wanna hate you just because of that bitch.\
Fyi, i just hate her like there's no tmr. Reasons being, she SUCK like fuck . IDK WHY TOO.
She's just seemed so slutty and bitchy to me. FULL STOP.
Knnbccb. Hate her hate her hate her!!!!
@#**($*&#R&YERHEF&*Y$#R(EY&*TEYW%O*EYR*FYU@#RF
GRRRRR!-.- Fucking disgusting piece of pang sai. -.- PUBOR!!! -'-

To MLZF.
Lol, you called my dad, now i'm in big trouble. Super mega big trouble. It's impossible between us ler. Good game.But still, aku cinta kamu ^.^ ALJY'S CLONE! WEE!(L)(L)(L). Bon voyage.

P.S: I SAW THIS SHOP NAME CALLED MARTHUR FARKER!! OMG DAMN COOL! WOO! Don't believe? GOOGLE IT. The web is www.marthurfarker.com HAHAHHA~!

2009-12-05T08:57:00.000-08:00

Hi yo hi yo hi yo :D
Sorry now than post, hahahas. Cause i've been superb busy.
Busy working. Somedays 9 hours someday 10.
Might not be using com so often ler. Tmr, till next sunday. Full schedule of work :/
morning 11-12 start, end around 10-11. :/
Yawns, but okays lar. Quite fun though (: what matters most is i can earn my own money,
satisfy and fulfil my own wishes . Don't need rely on that guy, to keep those EMPTY promises.
He's just like the auntie that scam us today.
Give me false hope, make me disappointed in the end only.
Still deciding on should i a, or should i r, :/
I really don't know.
Nevermind, bought a mgl shorts today, like it alot. BUT
it's fucking big. -.- I wear hor, never touch ownself will drop
HAHAHAHA:X
so must sell and buy another one.
:/
Kay nothing much. BYEBYE.

2009-12-03T17:22:00.000-08:00

SORRY FOR THE BAD IMAGE QUALITY! IT'S SO MUCH MUCH MUCH NICER IN RL!:D BUT SOMETHING LIKE THAT UH.

This cost around 47 bux-.-

This is 41bux.

AND THIS IS 53, wtf. HAHAHAH!

Yesterday wake up around 6. Couldn't sleep at all since the previous night. Cause i'm like starving. Damn hungry, so couldn't sleep. So woke up, go bathe, than cook maggie mee. Talk to shaunchanjunying, and matthewlauzhanfeng. Blablabla, than 10.30 slowly walk to bustop, than take mrt to somerset than walk to orchard central. Find uncle peter, than go down 1st floor open the pushcart store. Wapiang, damn hard. I totally like no strength push up the things. LOL. Blablabla, than ya. Start business. Normally is those angmoh and taitai than will buy lor. But also some office lady. Some order from me, next week than buy. Most people are int in the customized bracelet. I DESIGN ONE OKAYS! And people keep saying damn sweet . :D Hahhas, blablabla, quite little customer, and i'm like shivering there man. Cause i wear spag top, with shorts, and i lazy bring hoodie. LOL! So yea, called uncle peter, than i went to long john buy 2piece chicken with hot tea, yumyum. MY FAVOURITE YOU KNOW! And got this guy, let me cut in the queue, awww. so sweet. ^.^ Hahhahas, went back the booth than eat. POUR TONS OF CHILLI! So as to keep myself warm somehow?:D Alot sotongs and small fish @ the store lar. Waste my time only. They see than walk away. -.- But i made two business. So proud of myself. Sold the earring and a ring to this taitai, wapiang, she keep negotiate with me. I bo bian, gave her 20% discount without the cents, means she only pay around 27. Fucking cheap. -.- Hahahhas. But still successful deal. After that got this lady, ordered and went for her meeting, at night the other lady came, so i help her customized. She was like damn damn satisfied with it. Hahhaas, not bad. :D So blinkblink with pink and some elegant princessy rose design. OMG , how i wish i had one too. But it's damn expensive. Beads are 3-6bux each. And the bracelet only is already 12. :/ Maybe when i get the pay, i might buy?:D Working this sat & sun. PEOPLE SUPPORT PLEASE. It's located at orchard central first level, you walk in from the door, don't go up escalator and you'll see the booth called pristine jems (: Yea, support kays. After working , it's alr 9.30 or so, took mrt back. And got locked outside the house-.- Waited waited and waited for mum and bro to come back. So i went to the void deck and sleep, than went up slept and the stairs, finally they're home. And it's 11+ alr. Damn tired. Washed up, change, than slept :D Hahahas. OH YA! ALOT PEOPLE KEEP ASKING ME HOW TO GO HERE AND THERE, when i myself nearly got lost! HAHAHA, retarded. Kays byes. ^.^

2009-12-01T19:40:00.000-08:00

LOVE MY NAILS!:D

HEYHOHEY!
I'm here to update my dead blog. Hehehe, thanks to scjy, for updating ytd's post. I'm just lazy. LOL. Have been blogshopping all day long. & finally saw a few items that i like. SHAUN UH! Wo de starstar necklace :P Hahahhas, jk. Just realise matt really look like andy. LOL. Idk why though, just think he look like him. Hahahas, maybe you guys won't think so. :X CASA birthday coming ler ^.^ I'm still finding what to buy for her :/ FINALLY I GOT A STAR HOODIE<3 Love it. Thanks to lovemelody.co.nr (: Anybody bring me go out gaigai?(: I feel like going escape. :/ Idk why either. Hehhee. Sian, left eye so pain, than see things blurblur, need wear my spec-.- Kays, nothing much to talk about. Byebye

P.S: Feeling so hungry, and bored now :/ Hahahas.

2009-11-30T21:28:00.000-08:00

Hihi joanne's lazy that's why want her dumbpig help her update hahas. Kks lah actually she's oso helping update den i help her lol later i say wrongly she scold me again. Im dumb i just nw go post on wrong blog lol. She's going to work soon and nw she's talking to me nw hahas :D Kks nth much to say le zaijian.

BY: DUMBPIG

ps: Green's her favourite colour hahas

2009-11-28T22:57:00.000-08:00

TWIT IS DA NEW STYLE :D
HAHAHAHAHA.
I'm like damn bored canzsxcv.
Anybody able to entertain me. :(
HAO WU LIAOOOO.
Let's do a random quiz :D

1. Spell your name without an E, R, S, H, K, I, M, L, C, A, Y, N, T, B and D
JO?:D
2. Are you single?
Yes.
3. What is your favourite number?
4/6?
4. What is your favourite color?
GREEN, pink,black,white.
5. Least favourite color?
none.
6. What are you listening to?
Nothing.
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
So-so.

8. Are you involved with anyone?
Eh?O:
9. What is your favourite subject in school?
Chatting.
11. Do you have money?
NO. Don't try to steal :D
12. Are you gay?
YES. SUPER.
13. Where do you wish you were right now?
NOWHERE.
14. If you had to get a tattoo, where would you want it? And what would it be?
On my wrist. A big cute star :D

THE CANS:

Can you blow a bubble?
duh.
Can you do a cart wheel?
ya.
Can you touch your toes?
yes
Can you wiggle your ears?
yes
Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
No.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
No.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
No.
Did you ever want to be a teacher?
YES!!!!.

THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters?
YES!
Do you own a bike?
No.
Do you play the lotto?
No.
Do you like watching football?
NO!.
Do you have a shopping addiction?
Maybe?

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics?
NO.
Does your wallet have any pics in it?
YES

LAST THING:
Last person you hung out with?
Idk.
Last car ride?
Forget.
Last baby you held
Idk.
What was the last thing you bought?
Forget.
What was the last thing you drank?
Water.
What was the last thing you watched?
Nothing..
What was the last thing you read?
This
What was the last thing your hand wrote?
my name.

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?
Mum.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?
noone.
Last person to leave you a comment?
dk.
Who do you miss right now?
noone.
Who last hugged you?
secret.

CURRENTLY:
What colour shirt are you wearing?
White.
Have any tattoos?
Yes.
Have you any piercings?
Yes
Straight hair or curly?
Straight
Where are you right now?
Mars

HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class?
Huh?
Sang in front of a crowd?
no.

THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. In a relationship?
No
2. Want a relationship?
Yes.
3. Wanna get married?
Yes

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. GAMES
2. STARS
3. MANYMANY STARS
4. AND STILL STARS.

When was the last time you really laughed?
Just now?
Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
Ya.
Who knows a big secret about you?
No one.
How long is your hair?
idk.
When was the last time you sang out loud?
Just?
What did you have for breakfast?
Air
Is your birthday on a holiday?
Yes
What instant messaging service do you use?
MSN
Are you signed on it right now and if so, who are you talking to?
Ya, LKK & DP
Can you cook?
Yes
Did you have a nap today?
No
Jeans or sweaters?
Dk
Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
Dk
Do you have any regrets?
Yes
Do you use an alarm clock?
NO
Where was your default Facebook picture taken?
toilet.
Whats the first thing you notice of the opposite sex?
Dk.
Who would you like to see right now?
Noone
Are you a social or antisocial person?
Dk
Have the cops ever come to your house?
Yes
Do you have a tan?
No.
Ever had braces?
No
Are you afraid of the dark?
Quite.
Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
Huh?
What’s your favourite commercial at the moment?
dk
Do you always wear your seat belt?
No
Who of the opposite sex do you have feelings for?
Noone.
Do you like American Idol?
No.
How do you feel about piercings and tattoo ?
Damn chio.
Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
Yes
What is your favorite fruit?
Dk
Does anyone love you?
No
Where is one place you want to visit?
MARS
Have you ever crawled through a window?
YES ! INTO MY CLASSROOM!
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night.
Are you a forgiving person?
Yes.
Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
No
Who was the last person to smoke a cigg in your presence?
Forgotten.
Are you taller than 5′6?
Yes.
Ever threw up?
Ytd.
Ever had a crush on a teacher?
No way.
Ever been punched in the face?
No.
Ever punched someone?
Yes, always.
Who were the 5 last people to text you?
Dk.

I TAG PEOPLE WHO HAVE J,W,S and O in their name:D

2009-11-28T02:09:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHS, SBL AND LKK!
NEW NICKNAMES i've given.
LALALALA.
Not gonna tell you guys who are they.
NOOB!

Today woke up @ 7+ , use com, bathe, than go boonlay, than come back, go ws, than ehub, than home.
The weather is OMFG. -.-
Damn bored, kay, nothing much to talk about.
ZAI JIAN:D

2009-11-27T00:23:00.000-08:00

Walaus, stucked at home. Super boring. -.-
Yesterday after dance went to valerie's house help casa and joey dye hair.
I'm incharged of casa while py is incharged of joey :D
I'm damn satisfied with the results ^.^ Not bad, pretty fun.
Watched trick r' treat in val's room but we only watch the starting part.
At the scary part, i didn't scream, but when i saw that fucking naked body, i screamed like wtf.
LOL.
Disgusting sia, i don't know why.
Around 4+ like that, than i go home ler.. THANKYOU MONGIE for sending me to the bustop.
Awww, so nice of you ^.^
After reach home, than mummy went to fetch didi back ler.
WAPIANG HE SMELLED LIKE SHIT.
Fucking smelly. Lol, cause his shoe is soaked . -.-
Fucking dumb of him, but poor thing sia. He cannot sleep there, as in he can't fall asleep, than
when he came back he slept for like 12hours ++ -.-
DA FEI ZHU.
Hahahhas,
Fucker sia him, never buy things for me. Hahas just kidding. LOL.
He brought 100+ there, (sg money) Than he ony spend 20+.
If it was me, i sure spent like there's no tmr.
-.-
Okays, nothing much uh. Lols. Kay bye.

P.S: I never ignore you, is my internet got problem :D (to yj)

P.SS: Many are complaining about the freaked out face for the previous post. HAHAHHA.
Sometimes i got shocked by it too . LMAO!:D

2009-11-25T16:01:00.000-08:00

Isn't this cool . O:

Lol, blog's dead! HAHAHAHS.
I'm like damn lazy to update uh.
Today is the last day of danceeeee alr.
:D
Yesterday had dance from 2-5, after that went to eat dinner with py and christel, i remembered mum told me to eat on my own. So i bought duck rice, wapiang, damn alot, but i still eat finish all kays, except for the peanuts or whatsoever. The soup is salty, the rice is salty, the egg is salty, everything is salty, and i was like what the fuck. Okays, nevermind, than i went home, and claim my money. And mum was like, "I got cook ley!" So i said "I thought you ask me to eat on my own?O:" But the correct statement she said was , "IF you come back never see mummy at home, than you go eat on your own first, when i come back than return you. " LOL, i'm deaf man. -.- But, i don't care, i still took 4bucks from her, even though the duck rice is 3.30 . HAHAHAHAS. Later after dance, need go mrt station, pass money for the contact lens, than go home, change, go fetch didi at airport, than go find sara and swap. Wow, -.- Hope dance is fun today barhs. :/ Wasn't sleeping with winnie yesterday, felt so weirdddd. Cause i couldn't find winnie. :( Gahh, :( I lost alot of my stuff. :/ Okays, nothing much to post ler. SAYONARA.

P.S: Go all you want lor, act yi ge emo only, it's not the first time you've been like this. I'm so USED to it. Cause my conscience clear, not guilty of anything, so be whatever you wanna be. Think whatever you want to think. Cause i'm not giving a damn to someone like YOU anymore.
Always giving false statement about me without knowing the truth,
Always give stupid attitudes for no reason,
Always being so ..... (fucked up), over hearing other guys name.
HELLO?~ I'm not yours please. Don't say till like i'm yours and flirting other guys lor. -.- Or having other guys to make you jealous or whatever lar -.-
I am who i am , don't think that i would change who ever i am just because of Y-O-U? -.-
& please, stop saying sorry and saying that you would fuckingly change , when you're totally NOT DOING IT. You seemed innocent but you're oh so NOT. You're just a fucking liar, who gives EMPTY promises. Stop giving me this "T.T" face when you're NOT feeling this way, and it's you! The one leaving and not me okays. You wanna go that way, go ahead. I didn't ask you to, i didn't forced you to. If you wanna go, than don't ever come back. THANKYOUVERYMUCH. & don't leave footsteps or whatever behind. -.- Cause i'm so SICK & TIRED OF TOLERATING YOUR NONSENSE. -.- Get a life dude, i'm not someone who you could play with. :D
(this is for SCJY tyvm -.- )

P.SS: I'm a toy, so what? I'm willing to do whatever for you, so what? DOES IT MEAN YOU HAVE THE FUCKING RIGHTS TO CONTROL ME? You're my PAST dude. FACE IT. You're no longer someone i would give my heart wholeheartedly to ! Not someone i'm devoted to , and totally not someone i would waste my time at. Yaya, like my ... (don't bother asking, don't think dirty). W/e you wanna say. Cause i'm not heading back to the stupidity time that i'm giving my all. Fuck off you son of a bitch. Hey no, your mum is good to me , and she's not a bitch. You're far more worst than a bastard. Oh man, speechless of who you are to be. -.- You dump me, and you're heading back for me again. Haha -.- I'm not so dumb anymore. I just wanna say, i don't like anyone, moreover love -.- I've turn cold-hearted , and (shake head) towards love. So please, leave me alone.

P.SSS: GUYS . Are just some fucking idiots. I feel like just turning into that bad girl again. :D

2009-11-22T17:18:00.000-08:00

Yellow lizard with green spots .

Dropped out red eye :X

MY PET! It's mong's lar. :D

"Hi, i'm ris low. When i'm feeling naughty, i would wear something RED. "

Hahahahahhas, got one team of competitors used this sia, and i find it really hilarious, while another team that's humorous was the one with the ending pose of sucking the pacifier, damn cute you know. Oh ya, another team we saw, got this 2 guys, hot sia. But py & val only notice the one with scarf . Wapiang that one quite handsome, but the wear specs one damn cute can! Grrrr. They did break dance sia. Seriously damn hot. While some other teams with guys, look so ohmygod. Sissy like siao . -.- Felt quite disappointed with fantastic force, their performance weresn't as great as their 2nd practice. & i think woodgroove primary did a really amazing job. THUMBS UP! (Y) Maybe our team would have some chance to win? Idk. Cause i saw the girl judge clapping . :D

After that we went to hougang mall, go walkwalk awhile. Went to buy some snacks and sushi. Than we go jalan jalan, saw this star bracelet from chamelon. Damn chio ^^ Wanted to buy some solid yellow and green nail polish, but all those they sell were with shimmers. After that went to the highest floor, walked past this shop that sell some toys, like FAKE INSECTS -.- Wanted to scare valerie, but saw that there's lizards so ran away instead. Val and py went to buy them, while i quickly ran away. They both swore that they didn't bought it, and i was seriously so dumb to believe, and when we were playing this game at the playground. VAL TOOK OUT THE FUCKING LIZARD. Which made me screamed till i cried -.- Took me so long to finally touch it. And i went scaring the others. Playplayplay than MOHAMMAD INDERA PUTRA CAME. Okays i don't know how to spell his name exactly. LOL. He's from monfort junior yea! And just pri 1, which is 7. He's freaking naughty, and noisy but cute. His birthday is on 17may, have no brothers but sister. LOL. He kept calling us names. LOL. Example, chicken, lizard, lil panda, LOL. While we gave self-intro. I'm myself . Duh, while val's name was FAT MONG, and peiyee's was PUI-EE. :D Lmao. He's damn scared of tinkles and cockroaches. And py have one fake cockroach. Which she soaked it in the bottle of water in the end. Putra is a flasher man!! He was like "you tinkle me one more time, i show you my butt uh!" LOL. And he showed it to mong. OHMYGOD. While i saw it too. We were like laughing at it , and said, "Your butt so small , we not scared " HAHAHAHHAS. He's like only pri 1 , and he came to the playground alone sia. Both parents working :( So i asked him , "what if got bad ppl come catch you ?" and he replied, " i show them my bird bird lor. " LMAO! Kids are really innocent and cute man. Putra got this gorgeous big eyes, and sweet smile. His teeth damn straight :D We bet he's gonna be fucking hot when he grew up. I wanted to flirt him and asked for his msn, but he say he all don't have. LOL! Had a really fun time playing with him :D & then we went home around 6+.

Aiya, missed a chance of seeing py's baby cousin. :( Hahahahas, not planning to buy the kappa bag already, so py's getting it :D
Okays, nothing much ler. Byebye .

2009-11-20T06:18:00.000-08:00

Ra ra,
uh uh uh,
Ma ma,
ma ma ma,
Ra ra,
Ooh la la.
Watch out bad romance. (x2)

Hahahahs, this is what mongie have been singing, but everytime she sing it again, she changed the lyrics. Cause she made her own lyrics with her chamulor's language :D Had dance from 9-12 this morning, than went to eat pizza hut with mongie and py. Idk why , i keep hearing my name. Like people shouting. Mongie and py heard too, but no one familiar was in sight. The spaghetti is fuckin' yummy. & py's pizza look tempting too :D Keep drinking water, and refilling. Lol, walk here walk there. Bought bella's present. Than go int slack. Bought vanilla cone. It's been so long since i've last ate it. Hah. I wanna work. (: F>JOB STILL -.- Asked the pizza hut person, and the person said 16. While py told me gorgina and lj last time work there. What the... Nevermind. I'm like damn broke now. But i wanna watch movie . To spent my day off. I can't be rotting at home just like that. ! Tomorrow's date with cousin is cancelled. BY MAMA! :( Cruelty ! T.T Miss my baby cousins like what the fuckzsxcv. I've been emotional and sensitive towards babies/lil kids. Saw this girl being slapped by the mum when she's crying, wapiang. I nearly cried too. But hold my tears. I don't know why, just really pitty the girl . D; OMG! SERIOUSLY OH-MY-GOD! I SAW SO MANY STAR STAR THINGS AND I CAN'T GET IT. FUCK ! I'm sad .
List of items i saw:

G-shock watch , which cost 152bux. Oh man i'm so gonna save up. Just because it got this star design, which i find it damn chio !
Addidas zipper wallet, which have this few holes in star shape! OMG i want, quite cheap sia. Around 30bux, but korkor say not nice but whatever! I WANT IT!
Starstar necklace and bracelet, below 15 sia ! WAPIANG. Why can't they just appear when i've money ;(
& i saw this chio hello kitty phone also, though its not star, but it's still CHIO!
DAMN LOT OF OTHER STAR THINGS BUT NOT AS IMPORTANT AS THE ABOVE:D

Kays, it's been pretty boring now. So i'm watching gaga's vid :D Sayonara. :D

P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ISABELLA TAN JING TING
slash tomato slash yee-sha-bei-la slash shorty slash 'addidas girl' slash BELL!

Hahs, 14 liao wor you. LIKE FINALLY. TSKTSK! Hahahhahas , just kidding. But, sad thing is .... you're still as short as ever ! NOOB SIA! No lar. You 'damn' tall kay ^.^ You smell so delicious. Due to the birthday bash, awww. Poor thing :D But aiyo, don't sad kay. ME LUV YOU. Since hmm.. primary idk ? LOL forget liao. Don't find new friend than forget me OKAY! If not you die uh ^.^ Hope all your wishes come true, sorry for me unable to purchase a addidas thingy for you yea. Stay cute, stay hilarious, stay kiddy, & stay short. Nonono , i mean "TALL" . Hahahahahs. Kays, don't angry uh . Playing only. LOVE YOU MANY kay? FOR ONCE ! You rock :D BE HONOURED HOR. TYVM . Take care much much.

BON VOYAGE to christel ang su ann , rei choi xue ting, crystal lim li xian, loh yiyuan, cheah wai chun, and my didi . :D

2009-11-18T19:06:00.000-08:00

LYY went to japan ler. LOL.
Saturday Che-ah and my didi going bangkok.
Christel going penang.
Rei going somewhere, but i forget where. LOL
Got tweety bird thingy one. That's all i know.
Hahhaas, happy belated birthday bella.

}.Fate says no, so i'm leaving.

2009-11-17T03:58:00.001-08:00

Today's a tiring day, but not really so worn out .
Slept at 2+ last night, than woke at 7 this morning.
Bathe, changed than go work, A PIECE OF CAKE. As usual i finish everything quickly :D
Went back earlier than expected. Lol, than rest. Eat, changed, than went for dance.
Had practice. Fun uh. After that went home. Raining damn heavily. But went west plaza buy dinner. I really dont know what to get for belle. D;

}. I hate the way you always react when you heard/see other guys names appearing. It's freakin' irritating. Seriously what's the problem with you sia -.= I damn damn damn superb dislike this character of yours. Change it man. TYVM. You know who you are . -.-

2009-11-16T08:55:00.000-08:00

TAGGED BY CHERYLYN GOH ZHI HUI (L)

1. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- KINDER GARDEN TEACHER! (L)(L)(L)
2. Have you ever fallen in love?
- Yea.
3. Do you like older guys/girls?
- YES. But same age is alright though. As long as it's not younger than me -.-
4. Who are the most important to you?
- Winnie ? My fav soft toy. (L)
5. Who/what are you thinking right now?
- What should i buy for 'tomato' :D
6. What is your favourite colour?
- Black, white, pink & GREEN!
7. Are you serious in love?
- Nono , i playing with love like masak -.- DUMB QUESTION.
8. Would you cry for the one you love?
- I did it all the times . -'-
9. Have you ever failed in life?
- Yes, always. Esp in love life. D:
10. What is your full name?
- ALIEN TOOTIE JUSTIN JOANNE CHOO ZI XIA. \m/
11. Do you like your first name?
- Eh? How can i not like my name? I have to live with it till i die?O:
12. How long have you liked the person you currently like?
- Currently , no one. Too bad. -.-
13. Have you kissed someone in the last 48 hours?
- Ya, my ghostly friend? -.-
14. Did you cry today?
- Just.
15. What are you doing this morning at 8am?
- Trying to connect a network -.-
16. What are you doing an hour ago?
- MAILING.
17. What are you currently doing?
- Doing the quiz, talking to weihong, and staring at the fucking fly on my screen.
18. Who last texted you a msg?
- Yong jin. :D
19. Have you told anybody that you love them today?
- Oh, i did. Many times.
20. Do you miss anyone now?
- YES. CHS. Miss him damn fucking lot.
21. Any plans for tomorrow?
- Yes. BUSY DAY. :(
22. Is there anyone you want to be with now?
- CHS, my human made bolster O:
23. Name someone who make you smile today. - I don't know the name. But this particular kid, his innocents made me smile (:
24. Name a friend whose name starts with " Z " - ZHIHUI? O:
25. Which of your friend stay closest to you? - Jerome i think. Or is it yixuan ?
26. Do you prefer to call or text? - None.
27. Was yesterday better than today? - Yes, i get to sleep like a log. Unlike today.
28. Can you live a day without your tv and phone? - Sure, i've always did . I'm not spoiled with technologies.
29. Are you mad about anything now? - Yes.
30. Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it? - Yes. Because when you see that you've made the one you love happy, you'll feel blessed. All those tears , and memories. Are oh so worth it. O:
31. Last person you visited in a hospital? - No one. EVERYONE'S HEALTHY (L)
32. When is your last and second last hug. - When i last saw LWJ? Second last? In school i think? When i got my results for class. I've got MANY MANY hugs. LOL.
34. How do you feel about your life right now? - Torture.
35. Do you hate anyone? - No more. I've given up.
36. Last person you called? - None.
37. Who usually sent you the most texts in a month?
- ShaunCJY? If this month is yong jin.
38. Is your room messy now? - Damn. Superb.
39. What are you currently doing? - Didn't you ask this before -'-
40. Tag 10 person to do this quiz.
1) Weihong !
2) Shaun !
3) Jescinda !
4) Waichun !
5) Ryan.F !
6) Rei.C !
7) Christel.A !
8) Yixuan !
9) Joey.YIP !
10) Qianyi !

2009-11-15T06:48:00.000-08:00

Why can't you give me more care and love just like how you gave didi?
Why must i always be neglected by you and taking all the blames.
Why can't i get a chance to speak for myself, when i'm getting scolded for nothing?D:
Why must you bring me to such torture?
If only i knew i would be in this kind of life, than i would hope you aborted me...

I always tried hating you, but i couldn't.
I made up my mind to ignore you , but you're my mum.
And whenever i see you getting hurt, my heart breaks.
I doubt you feel the same.
Do you ever considered me as your daughter?
I have no one to talk to when i'm at home.
Life at home, felt worse then hell.
I really want to leave home, i dislike home. But thinking that you and bros might get blamed, and being worried , i just couldn't do it.
If only i was a boy, if only i can be what you wanted me to be...
than life might be easier.. and memorable....

Dad and you said, my future would be torturing..
I'll be ill-treated.
I asked myself why.
Why must god do all this to me.
I hope i could fight fate.
Cause i'm not giving up so easily.
I know..
Suicidal is no longer a solution.
Cause i've tried it too many times and i didn't succeed .

Why must you think that i'm such a bad girl of yours.
When all the things you listed for me, wasn't any of those i did.
I'm innocent, but you'll never believe.
Cause, all you ever cared.
Was CTH, your youngest son.

Enough of my rants, enough of tears.
Cause i know,
I'm ugly and never ever fit to be your daughter.
I'm sorry to be born like this, i'll make you believe in me,
and be proud of me someday.
I will...

2009-11-14T22:59:00.000-08:00

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