Laogong i really misses you so much,
i really don't know if i could really wait that long.
you're my everyday drug,
each day without you is like a sickness that came through.
I misses you so much but do you know?
you broke my heart again and again.
you always think that im lying to you,
but do you know it was you who lied to me?
Again and again the promises you made,
wasn't real all was just so fake.
You always said that you love me,
&& that you're not gonna leave me forever,
you said you misses me,
you were thinking of me every minutes..
but it was also you who wants to break,
the one who bears to stab that knife right into my heart,
you said you're not gonna regret.
you told me to walk my own way,
and you walk yours..
i wanna die,
i don't wanna survive..
because having to keep this secret is so hard painful with hurts...
Weijie i really need you,
iloveyou alot its just that you don't know..
hope that one day you'll see,
that i never lied to you for once,
and i always love you like i do..
im waiting for you..
No matter what you think i am,
No matter how much you change,
No matter whether you are attatch or not,
No matter whether you like me or not,
in my heart i just know,
throught this two years plus,
i always love you and this would never change..
may you and your current last long..
Imissyou ♥