Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 4:48 AM
its beneath me,

All this thoughts below, are for different people. don't ask who is it for._.
I've a strong feeling telling me to give up, it told me he will not be like this forever, and that i should give up before i get hurt.. but i just can't bear to, he just meant so much to me.. i just don't know when can i really trust guys again.. because they will never stop flirting around.. ._.
So what? i'm still a rockstar, i've got my rock moves and i don't need you...
He says i cannot be trusted,
but the fact is.
he didn't even tried giving me a chance.
was this really how you treat me as a friend
and as a classmate?
i just don't like people hiding things from me..
i hate that feeling...
because it just hurt.
so much so much...
and when will you ever notice,
that i'm silently missing you..
do you even remember me?
i doubt so...
If you wanted me to guess,
and in the end,
i still would find out.
as you gave me clues.
than what's the point of hiding?
to you it might be fun.
but to me,
it just feels like a nightmare.
i don't like the feeling of being.
hid from something!
i seriously hate it...
Yes, syf is getting real soon.
buck up JOANNE!
you can do it.
never tries to get stupid scolding.
do your best for everything!
you can you can!
WOOOOTS:B
He says i cannot be trusted,
but the fact is.
he didn't even tried giving me a chance.
was this really how you treat me as a friend
and as a classmate?
i just don't like people hiding things from me..
i hate that feeling...
because it just hurt.
so much so much...
and when will you ever notice,
that i'm silently missing you..
do you even remember me?
i doubt so...
If you wanted me to guess,
and in the end,
i still would find out.
as you gave me clues.
than what's the point of hiding?
to you it might be fun.
but to me,
it just feels like a nightmare.
i don't like the feeling of being.
hid from something!
i seriously hate it...
Yes, syf is getting real soon.
buck up JOANNE!
you can do it.
never tries to get stupid scolding.
do your best for everything!
you can you can!
WOOOOTS:B
If you think that i actually accepted,
than i shall say.
i should stop being so friendly.
because it just made people misunderstood.
and i don't wanna hurt anyone.
sorry,
than i shall say.
i should stop being so friendly.
because it just made people misunderstood.
and i don't wanna hurt anyone.
sorry,
i just get moodswings so easily.
because i just don't like to be neglected.
i don't like the feeling of,
unable to achieve what i wanted.
when i'm there,
no one treats me like the way it used to.
and when i don't wanna be there anyone,
you guys just started to cherish,
and i must say,
it's all too late.
You say i look nicer like this,
he say i look like p5,
she say i look weird.
they say i look adorable/cute.
he says its funny and fugly.
and him,
told me that he love it.
BUT .
i don't give a damn.
i am who i am.
don't gives comments thankyou!
._.
I really agreed you have so stupid attitude,
but im still okays with it.
just mind your words.
because you might not know.
than you've just hurt someone
whose innocent.
because i just don't like to be neglected.
i don't like the feeling of,
unable to achieve what i wanted.
when i'm there,
no one treats me like the way it used to.
and when i don't wanna be there anyone,
you guys just started to cherish,
and i must say,
it's all too late.
You say i look nicer like this,
he say i look like p5,
she say i look weird.
they say i look adorable/cute.
he says its funny and fugly.
and him,
told me that he love it.
BUT .
i don't give a damn.
i am who i am.
don't gives comments thankyou!
._.
I really agreed you have so stupid attitude,
but im still okays with it.
just mind your words.
because you might not know.
than you've just hurt someone
whose innocent.