Yes,
Maybe i should just let go,
i don't know .
but i know i should.
shouldn't hang on to the miserable happenings;B
don't worry guys,
i won't do foolish thing ler.
i know i've always did it,
though i promised not to,
i'm really trying very hard ler .
Forgive me,
if i really did it once more.
i might be really good at,
thinking about life matters,
but i know.
i'm emotional.
and i can't changed it.
though i tried to.
give me time,
i know i can.
I WILL OVERCOME IT SOMEDAY!
i so wanna find,
someone.
who truely know how i am feeling .
maybe a guy.
so that i can gain more confidence in guys?
because as i know.
(so far)
Girls and girls are more likely to
get into fights,
more than solving them.
girls tend to be much more petty, and get jealous easily?
arguments over small matters,
(including myself)
at least if it's a boy,
i can treat as my 24hours korkor:B
i want bigger than me de uh,
and not those immatures,
young boys.
Puh-lease.
i know young boys have characters like mine.
YES CHILDISH._.
but i need someone to talk to,
and not a young kid who goes
laughing like mad,
when i'm talking seriously?
also,
i don't want those,
super serious de.
later i speak slangs,
than come correct me those kind.
RETARDED LAR.