Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 4:43 AM

Gahh, what's happening to me nowadays! I'm lost, really lost. I'm losing everyone i'm having now. One by one they started ignoring me. What did i do wrong? I really don't know. Can't they just give me a reason for doing all this. I REALLY DON'T WANNA HANG ON TO NOTHING. PLEASE STOP BEING SELFISH WILL YOU(s). Maybe that's what you(s) like to do, but can't you guys just spare a mind for others. 自私自li ... (using laptop can't find chinese characters-.-) Quarrelled with mum in the evening, couldn't control my emotions, and did it again. Hais, regrets man. This time were not for fun, cause i pushed the knife so hard . And than blood starts coming out. And i realised i overdone it. I only wanted to slit alil for the pain and not for the bleeding manzsxcv D; But felt so much better after a few slits :D But, i'm afraid to get caught again, (crys) SORRY SHAUN FOR SHOWING YOU MY STUPID FUCKED UP ATTITUDE D: Sorry uh. Oh ya, and happy birthday ryan foo didi :D
Kay byes .