Hello earthlings,
Today when alarm clock rang, i feel so warm and restless. Walk out to the kitchen, everything was so dark and blur, didn't had the strength to even on the lights, so did everything in darkness, took out my thermometer, and it was 38.6 degrees , gosh. My bones are aching man. Went to rinse and drank some warm water, my body is warm but i feel cold :/ Went to find mummy, showed her the temperature, and started crying, ate medicine, felt like vomiting man. And than hide under my blanket. So hot yet cold. So weird lar. Kept sweating. Couldn't really sleep, and than remembered that i had dance @ prison for rehearsal tmr, and followed up was perfomance, felt so guilty, and sad. Everytime when performance is coming i'll sure fall sick man. T.T Example, SYF. Hais, can't stop thinking about how irresponsible am i, a person not around in the dance group, will affect it all. HOWHOWHOW? Hope i could recover tmr, don't wanna see doctor, i'm afraid to get mc. And than couldn't get to go school :( Hais, i feel so tired, and warm and my bones are like breaking man. How to dance :( Kept thinking of the consequences if i couldn't turn out tomorrow. If only i wasn't so emo and stubborn, and kept eating chocolates and junk foods, than i wouldn't get sick. ERGHH! Hate myself. :( I wish and pray and hope, that i can get well soon. Nonono, get well tomorrow :( Oh god bless me. :( Heart's filled with guiltyness and nothing else. :( Kept taking temperature, 38.6 , 37.1, 38.2, 37.6 and now 38.1 . Up and down , down and up. RARRR. Had to kept eating bread and eating medicine, cause i once got gastric before, (those really serious one, due to me always skipping my meals) And than now must eat alot before medicine if not, my stomach will OMG. Super pain. Nevermind, serve me right for being naughty. Byes(: