Hello people, IMMA BUTCH, (JUST KIDDING)!
Hahaha, so bored wor today. I wonder if tomorrow someone could make my day an enjoyable and fun one. Hoho, I realise, nobody understands me, and i have no choice but always lying that i am STRONG. Weeeeet ~ I am no longer who i am, i'm losing myself, but i have to i must to be strong, and carry on. For i don't wanna attract any attentions. Am i really not trustable? Or is it you never knew me? People accused me, one after another, without realising they are the one getting the wrong informations. And the worst and most thing i hate about it is when someone is pushin' me to another, and stating some nonsense saying that it was the fact. Oh c'mon, i hate it. Maybe you're trying , but i must to say, you did it in a wrong way, i'm just really sick and tired of it, because it wasn't you tolerating all this, imma emotional person, and people took it for granted, i have useless brains because i cannot control my emotions, imma cheerful girl, and people treat me like a clown, who just perform and left alone after it, imma weak girl, but i act as though i was strong, because no one ever understands me, imma sad girl with alot of trouble, but i always put on a fake smile. Because i try, always trying but to no avail, Never ever succeed. Yet getting scolded, that i'm just a girl , who lost her directions, who only cares about herself, who get them so sick of me. Maybe, i'm just a alien, a useless dumb small kid ? That no one could and no one would care about me. It's not my fault, i'm always reachin' out to you, but you're always moving away. And now you should understand, for why stars are the only thing i adored. Because, they're the only thing always there for me, their appearance brighten up my emotions, brought me my happy memories, and brings me my smile, And they never ever hurt me in anyway, cause they couldn't :P

P.S:I'm really still not over you.